“I don’t know.”

That phrase, “I don’t know,” is becoming my old-age mantra as an 84-year-old who turns 85 in just a few more months.  Unlike the “Know-it-all” teen and young adult years, I continue to feel that “I don’t know” about more and more in life! 🙂

Like many my age, this old man walks into a room and asks himself, “What did I come in here for?”  “I don’t know.” Then a new pain comes in a different part of my body or some other part is not functioning properly. Why? “I don’t know.” Where did I put that? “I don’t know.” Is the doctor appointment tomorrow or next week? “I don’t know.”  What am I having for dinner?  “I don’t know.” 🙂

Followed by deeper thoughts, like when am I going to die? “I don’t know.”  When should I move to a Senior Adult home? “I don’t know.”  Why did half of my home country vote for a lying, immoral, convicted criminal to be their president? “I don’t know.”

With all of these doubts and multiple health problems I have now, why am I still happy? “I don’t know.” Maybe it is because of this mantra of accepting that in life there is so much that “I don’t know.”    🙂

Socrates famously observed, “I know one thing, that I know nothing.”

He also said, “The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing.”

And finally he said, “The secret of happiness, you see, is not found in seeking more, but in developing the capacity to enjoy less”

🙂

¡Pura Vida!

A Related earlier Post: Merton’s Prayer of Abandonment

Aren’t you glad that I don’t get philosophical too often? 🙂 Now back to nature!

Age 107 and “My Abandonment” – Related?

This and Feature Photo at Top are Sunrise from Hotel Banana Azul, Caribe, Costa Rica

Many days an older women in a wheel chair is treated at Radioterapia just before me. The other day I asked the therapists how old she was and in unison they said, “107.” She’s obviously a fighter, still battling cancer at this age! And always smiles when I speak to her, though I don’t have her name or photo yet, I hope to one day.

In Costa Rica many people live to be over 100 years of age. Five areas of the world with a high concentration of people living past 100 are called “Blue Zones” (Wikipedia link), including one in the Nicoya rural area of Costa Rica.

The ingredients of health and long life, are great temperance, open air, easy labor, and little care.

~Philip Sidney

This 107 year old woman reminded me of the many motivations that led to my radical decision to move to Costa Rica in 2014 – including health and old age – while many Americans were questioning me “abandoning” the security, safety, and richness of the U.S. (though I had trouble “making ends meet” living there). 🙂

I spoke to this in my December 21, 2014 blog post (just 3 days before arriving in Costa Rica) sharing one of my favorite Thomas Merton poem-prayers which I repeat here as one example of my Costa Rica Adventure being as much about faith as it is retirement in nature:

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